Today my father stayed home with me, we didn’t talk much when it was day. but when it was night we talked a lot about my fears.
I fear that I will be abandoned. I fear that I am not enough. I hate myself essentially for some reason. But I wish to change that.
Now the question is how do I change that?
I don’t know what the future holds. But I know for certain, that my mother and father really love me and would never abandon me. Why am I afraid? I do not know.
But this has been the best day I had with my father in a long while. We talked for a few good hours.
I really love my parents and they love me too. And to anyone reading this, I say to you: enjoy the moments you have with your family, please.
Also my friend helped me a lot, and I appreciate everything you’ve helped me with. I hope you can see this page, Kioku.
Thank you for reading this. Much love and peace.
-Luca
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