I’m scared… what if I fail…? What if I’m not enough…? I want to be enough, but I know I’m not… am I enough? I don’t know. I just wrote a story and I’m afraid that it wont be good enough. That I’M not good enough. I thought I was doing this for myself, not others… so, why…? Why do I feel this way? Why do I want to impress others? Why do I even care…? Why… why can’t I be determined? Why do I care so much?
Everyone tells me to “Not care” but… how do I even do that…? I don’t get it…
I just want to have fun in what I do… why can’t I do that…?
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