Logdate
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Logdate seven: This isn’t working. (But there is hope.)
I thought that by writing in this journal about my problems it would make them better. Now I see that that’s not the case. Instead of making them better, it actually makes them worse, and thus, I am more sad. I have made a new website that I will share…
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Logdate six: Afraid of death, afraid of life.
This is a continuation to Logdate Five. As much as I would like to “die” and explore new worlds, I… am a coward. I cannot take my own life, no matter how much I’d like to. I love my family and the thought of losing them… it hurts…
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Logdate five: I don’t want to hide anymore. Here are my honest emotions.
I wish that there was someone reading this… maybe there is, who knows? But I feel alone… I feel scared… I feel unworthy of the love I have… I just don’t get it. Why would anyone want to spend time with me? I’ve made so many mistakes and sins… I…
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Logdate four: The resolve and what comes next.
With the help of my friend, Kioku I decided that this blog will be all my thoughts, fears, joys, etc. Uncut and uncensored. I don’t want to be afraid of others judging me because of my autism and depression but I don’t want to lie either. So there…
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Logdate Three: I wish to love and forgive myself
I have done bad things in the past… some of which I’m not ready to share. But I’m willing to tell you one secret about myself. 1 or 2 years ago, I had tantrums. I screamed at the top of my lungs and punched and kicked. I am not…
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Logdate Two: A day with my father
Today my father stayed home with me, we didn’t talk much when it was day. but when it was night we talked a lot about my fears. I fear that I will be abandoned. I fear that I am not enough. I hate myself essentially for some reason. But…
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Logdate One: Uncle Iroh 1 hour Lofi by L.Dre
A song which I like, it reminds me of my bird… Sora, who is no longer with us. We shared good times together but it didn’t last long, well I hope someone enjoys it as much as I do. Original by L.Dre.
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Hello world!
Welcome to Neurovania Logdates. This is the new version of “lucahuci.com” and the old domain will become obsolete in a year… probably.