I feel… relaxed… as if nothing really matters… or… rather… as if nothing ever mattered.
I finally feel at ease… it feels so freeing…
I think I know what that “Abyss” is now… it is freedom… the purest kind of freedom…
As I’m writing this, I realize that there’s not really any point in asking myself all those stupid questions.
Such silly little questions with little to no answers or meaning.
Now I realize that there is no point. Not only to those questions, but to anything at all.
I think it’s best to let the Abyss consume me until I become one with the Universe.
As strange as this sounds, now I don’t even fear death. At least the fear subsided by at least 50%
I just want to share these feelings of mine. I hope someone reads them.
Maybe not today, neither tomorrow, heck maybe not even a few months.
But I know, for certain, that once these Logdates reach someone, they will help that person too.
I haven’t felt this relaxed in so long…
-Luca
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